I was blogging just now... for some reason somehow the page got lost. It always happens. Was saying that I went to buy 2 bebe clothes that costs around $140 each or lesser a bit. Bebe is considered a more luxury brand bah. I've always been a cheapo for clothes as I've never really bought any really exp clothes. Only jackets costs more than $100 and prob a black dress from LVER. Never have I bought tops that cost that much. But I think the material is good and I like the design. Afraid that I'll desire for more and more luxury goods. The thought of it makes me shiver. And yah... I don't have a lot of cash. So the more I think of it, the more scared I am. What if I become a branded freak? Btw that time when WK went Japan, I got him to buy for me 2 burberry blue bags. One of them I think was some miscommunication... he got me the wrong one. So think might sell it off.

I'm more shifting towards loving expensive things that has got quality or really nice and shifting away from the cheapo ones. Am I normal? Or am I getting more and more materialistic???

Had some communication with Yong Ming. Going to tree top walk with Huixian, Groovie and him later at 7+ am. He will come and pick me up... then somehow he said petrol v exp and all... and I got really pai seh and I din wan to be a leech. So i sms him to tell him that I don't want a ride from him and will go macritchie on my own. Then he called to say he's joking. Then I called him back a while later to try explain why I felt pai seh. Cos Huixian once said he complained about people using him as "Ahmad" cos he got car to use. I was afraid I'll be labelled as a lousy friend. And I wanted to have some dignity and not let pple hate me. Then later he sms me. Below are the contents:
"Hey silly girl. Don't worry. Im more than okay to pick you la. I always fetch my good friend aroud' and you are more than a good friend to me" Wordings and punctuations as actual.

After seeing that, I felt very touched and guilty as well... for suspecting that he was calculative and the petrol was more impt than our friendship. I guess I was the bad guy here. Touched also of the sms contents. Cos seldom you get such things from friends... reassurances that you are an impt friend. He's also my impt friend. To be really honest, I liked him before and kind of like really quite a lot. And thank goodness we didn't get tog... cos actually what we looked for were very different. And thankful that we didn't become like strangers after he told me he didn't like me. We transitioned into very good friends after the confession by me. And he was the very first guy who rejected me. And he was the first guy who hugged me even though we weren't together. And I was the first girl he hugged besides his mum and his 2nd gf. Would really like to say a heartfelt thank you to yong ming. I hope he can feel it. Thanks for being my friend.