Recently fell in love with spreeing online at livejournal. Joined like 6 to 7 sprees already. Very scary. And luckily the things that I bought were not like very very expensive. Only a few masks and some cheap makeup items. A bit crazy le. Wonder when the Jill Stuart spree will come again. Heard there was one but missed it I think. Arghhhh...

I want to go for a short holiday but I don't know where to go. So many places, so little time and money. I want to go HK, Taiwan, Japan, US, Europe!!, NZ, Aust, Beaches, TIBET and .........

I think I have some sickness like always need to spend money.

Recently my pimples have turned from bad to worse. Very sian.

And I really am in love with this brand called Agnes b. Recently just bought a white leather handbag (after Isetan $35 voucher discount) at $390. Very scared it will become dirty but its really very pretty!!! I took photos of it. Next time shall post. Those things that I spreed for, think will post also...whahahah! Evil spending girl!!!

I'm soooooo bored. It's the 3rd day of CNY. 4 days of holidays. 2 days weekdays... followed by 2 days of the weekends. It might be a good idea to nua once in a while but when you spend most of your time at home doing practically nothing, the boredom worms come and attack you.

Actually when you have a lot of time, you should be doing things that you wanted to do but never had the time to (or it is just an excuse). Now got time already. But the lazy worms ask you to rest and relax because its holidays. They psycho you by saying that now you don't nua, later busy and tired le, you'll think back and feel you should have... Its already now 4+ pm. So many things I want to do.

1) Go Muji get storage box (not even sure if its in stock)
2) Wash sponges/ brushes (simple lazy. Later might do it)
3) Go get a back-up of Dior's spring collection. So so pretty. S$78. (must get at Tangs else no 10% rebate)
4) Buy brushes from Essential Beauty Supplies. Want to get my hands on the optic fibre brushes. So useful! But due to mum's consistent and incessant naggings about why I shouldn't buy online, I hesistate. Arghhhh....
5) Ok finally put up one of my Peony Shimmerbrick on auctions. Dunno when it'll be sold.

Later need to go auntie's house for dinner. Then later meeting CC friends to watch Stephen' Chow's CJ7. This strange like dunno what WH hates to do things in Jurong. Then "force" people to watch somewhere else. End up watching in Causeway pt. And even suggested that Lx and I go take train and shop around first. Eh hello, didn't I just sms you that I've got a dinner? And go take train for a midnight show? Its so tiring to take train at such a time. If so xin ku, why can't we just watch at Jurong Point? I don't mind taking a bus to JP. Even if take taxi, also not that exp. Still v exp compared to the good old days. Of cos, cannot rant at him lah. Frankly speaking, really wanted to tell him forget about it. I'll watch with Lx at JP ourselves. Before I did that, he said go Causeway pt. OK loh... but if he insists that we travel there ourselves just because he hates to be in Jurong, I'll def ask him to go fly kite. 100% sure!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year! Its the year of the mouse. Heard this year will have quite a lot of disasters and all. Not too sure how true it is. But would like to wish all to have a healthy and good year ahead and be brave to all the nasty onslaughts that might come your way!! Everybody jia you!!!!

I rem what I want to write. Went Mac with him to eat last night. Talked about where he will be 5 yrs later. I said overseas. He said he hoped so too. Shall see how bah. He so hardworking. Think the bosses will like him. Then I asked him back. Where will I be 5 yrs later. He didn't think much. He said Singapore. And at that very moment, I felt like I was seen to be stuck in SG when in actual fact, I really wanted to get out of SG to see the world. However, my current position doesn't allow. Anyway... see how bah. As at now, I still don't see an opportunity to go. Arghhhh!

Btw think I should take up some courses to enrich myself. Heheheh...

I just thought that I wanted to blog. Now I actually forgot what I want to write about. Anyway... I always have things to say. Decided to blog some stuff on my recent thoughts abt my stuff and my lemmings.





1) Burberry Blue Bag


Ask WK to help me buy 2 bags. Wondered if I mentioned earlier. Thought of selling one away. Until now still haven't take pictures of the bag for selling. Took bag out to see see. Realised its quite a nice bag anyway. Kind of decided to keep it for myself. And I ask WK to buy for ME. Not to sell away. If he ever asks and I say I sold it off, I doubt he'll feel good. Worse still, he'll ask me go fly kite if I ask him to help me get anything. He's really a nice guy. Very helpful and simple. Joanne always say his husband never buy her stuff but this WK does buy for his wife. Hahah...





2) Paul and Joe Disney Collection


Was at first very disappointed that SG couldn't get this collection. Anyway plucked up my spending courage to ask http://www.ichibankao.com/ for a quote. I was told chances of getting it is like super slim. So I almost gave up. Had a feeling that I might get a chance and I did. Wondering if its to prepare a bad day for tml. Tml is like the chinese sun calendar 1st day of the year, i.e. New Year's Day. A bit different from the normal calendar one. The more accurate one is the sun calendar. Saw from somewhere that if the first day is good, then the year is good. Shall not comment further. Anyway see photo of the stuff that I bought.




I got myself the pink one, the one on the RHS and the lip treatment. Din manage to get the bambi ones thou it looks really nice. And they weight 25 g!!?? So much! No wonder so exp. In order to pay someone to get it for me, I had to get them at a premium which can't be saved. All in all with the 2 items plus EMS shipping from Japan, it costs US$79. Currently US dollars still quite low... so still not so bad. Better quickly pay up before 12 am. Ok done, paid @ a rate of 1.451.

3) MAC N Collection
I am a bit crazy over this collection. Bought Light Medium MSF (its like face powder), Light Flush MSF (can be used as a blusher) - heard from forums its really nice and soft. Wondering if I should get a back-up... and whether got stocks to get or not... and the Light Medium MSF too. Also bought 2N and 3N lipstick, of which 3N is a colour I really like. Nudish pink. I reserved another one at Tangs Vivo as back-up. Light Medium was OOS when I wanted to reserve at the same place. Maybe I should try CK Tangs. Ohh yah I got e/s Nanogold as well. Its a very light and nice colour... reflects pink when light shines on it. Its like wear = dun wear kind of e/s but that's what I like about it. Not loud and all. Same reasoning why I like 3N lipstick. I want more back-ups!!!

4) MAC Fafi Collection
Heard its coming out... and heard its nice. Need to know what shades are there. Then proceed to reserve if I like the stuff. Hahahaha

5) Paul n Joe Spring Collection
Looking forward to it. PnJ always manages to make me spend money. Love their products. They got new make-up base... dunno realise when. Then this Spring collection got lipsticks and face colours. So sweet. And others prob. Update when its out in SG. Heard its after CNY.




Ok, that's all for now. More to come maybe. Lalalalalal

Felt totally lousy... shit! Pui! Yucks!

Wanted to get this Disney Collection.
http://www.paul-joe-beaute.com/jp/seasonal/seasonal.html?page=1

It's not going to be launched in SG because there's no Disneyland in SG. What the heck! I guess it'll be a sell-out one loh. Dunno what the people are thinking of. No disneyland that's why all the more must lauch wat. Make pple want to go Disneyland. No brains. Tried to get a CP but was informed that there are more than 15 pple on the waiting list and chances of getting is like slim until slimmer than a pc of paper. Say will inform me if there are extras. How funny. You think will have meh? Stop patronizing me.

Next... is about him loh. WTH... Sms him a few days back to ask if he's free on Sunday. He says should be ok... then suddenly say need to eat dinner with his god-ma. So Sunday left with afternoon free. Morning he going church. When he's done, it'll be like 1 pm already. And his dinner is in Novena. If I want to meet him, then go Novena eat the chicken rice then go back. HOW stupid. It's like a 1 hr MRT ride to novena and to eat a half hour lunch with him then go back. Waste time only loh. After lunch I believe he believes there's nothing to do. He hates shopping. But besides eating and shopping, there's nothing much to do in SG. So he complains again abt how boring SG is and he wants to leave. OK fine... if it was me, I guess I would want to leave, say for a couple of years. To leave here permanently is not in my consideration yet. As a Singaporean, I think I still feel something for her. FYI I still keep my national day stuff... there's one year I managed to get tics to go see the live parade. Thanks to my ex. Haha.

Yah... so if he wants to leave, what can I do? There's nothing to stop him anyway. He also doesn't love me like as if without me, he'll die immediately. He prob has moments thinking how nice life would be if I didn't exist. You think he'll be that evil? Dunno... Ok... forget about the leaving SG stunt. I'll be sad lah... but life still goes on.

Back to the Novena chicken rice case... yah waste of time loh. But if I want to see him, I got to do it wat. Chances are we'll end up black face again. Its like so excited about being able to meet him then something must happen that makes my blood boil. And the whole romantic feeling about being able to see him vanishes like sparkles in a explosive way. So should I go or not? Actually I'm not so keen. I have got like tons of things undone and unbought. This sux.

Just a footnote in case I forget. I lent him $360 for him to pay his OCBC bill cos he cannot withdraw more than $2000 from his ATM card. Just in case he never returns me and I forget to collect, this post serves as a reminder.

I was blogging just now... for some reason somehow the page got lost. It always happens. Was saying that I went to buy 2 bebe clothes that costs around $140 each or lesser a bit. Bebe is considered a more luxury brand bah. I've always been a cheapo for clothes as I've never really bought any really exp clothes. Only jackets costs more than $100 and prob a black dress from LVER. Never have I bought tops that cost that much. But I think the material is good and I like the design. Afraid that I'll desire for more and more luxury goods. The thought of it makes me shiver. And yah... I don't have a lot of cash. So the more I think of it, the more scared I am. What if I become a branded freak? Btw that time when WK went Japan, I got him to buy for me 2 burberry blue bags. One of them I think was some miscommunication... he got me the wrong one. So think might sell it off.

I'm more shifting towards loving expensive things that has got quality or really nice and shifting away from the cheapo ones. Am I normal? Or am I getting more and more materialistic???

Had some communication with Yong Ming. Going to tree top walk with Huixian, Groovie and him later at 7+ am. He will come and pick me up... then somehow he said petrol v exp and all... and I got really pai seh and I din wan to be a leech. So i sms him to tell him that I don't want a ride from him and will go macritchie on my own. Then he called to say he's joking. Then I called him back a while later to try explain why I felt pai seh. Cos Huixian once said he complained about people using him as "Ahmad" cos he got car to use. I was afraid I'll be labelled as a lousy friend. And I wanted to have some dignity and not let pple hate me. Then later he sms me. Below are the contents:
"Hey silly girl. Don't worry. Im more than okay to pick you la. I always fetch my good friend aroud' and you are more than a good friend to me" Wordings and punctuations as actual.

After seeing that, I felt very touched and guilty as well... for suspecting that he was calculative and the petrol was more impt than our friendship. I guess I was the bad guy here. Touched also of the sms contents. Cos seldom you get such things from friends... reassurances that you are an impt friend. He's also my impt friend. To be really honest, I liked him before and kind of like really quite a lot. And thank goodness we didn't get tog... cos actually what we looked for were very different. And thankful that we didn't become like strangers after he told me he didn't like me. We transitioned into very good friends after the confession by me. And he was the very first guy who rejected me. And he was the first guy who hugged me even though we weren't together. And I was the first girl he hugged besides his mum and his 2nd gf. Would really like to say a heartfelt thank you to yong ming. I hope he can feel it. Thanks for being my friend.